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Mon, Jul 20, 2020 / 1595267803 / Sweetmorn, Confusion 55, 3186 YOLD

fortune -s

Don't kiss an elephant on the lips today. np. not on my agenda anyway.

daily journal

<2020-07-20 Mon 12:58>

everything's shifting down for me in the day: getting up later, getting into my groove later, etc. which works well, because (a) i'm more of a night person, (b) i seem to sleep better when i go to bed a little later, (c) my work morning is usually packed with meetings (lots of teammates in europe), and (d) i'm getting a lot of the more important things done and having lots of good, creative ideas that i didn't used to have. i attribute a lot of this to finally getting treatment for anxiety, which has been a lifelong problem that i didn't actually know i had. a good therapist is worth the money, don't ever feel like there's a stigma associated with that, especially for creative people. and don't rule out mild medications for things like anxiety, either, they can be well worth their (usually very low) price.

anyway, i now seem to be spontaneously adjusting my schedule to be more lopsided on the "after" side of "noon." we'll see how it goes.

Author: root

Created: 2020-08-07 Fri 18:23

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